Xanxus is horrible! Or at least his sense of humor certainly is. I can't believe him sometimes. Did you know what he did today?
I went to go and talk to him since he's been avoiding me ever since I got here, but he just went right back in his room and slammed the door in my face! I had to go get my younger self, since he still has the Vongola Ring, and open all my Boxes to lure him out... But then he kidnapped my cats and my younger self!
I do feel a little bad since I didn't tell my younger self who exactly we were going to see.... But if he knew it was Xanxus, he never would have agreed. It's important anyway for him to get involved in these sort of things. I mean, he already is whether he likes it or not, so it's best if he's prepared for it all. Besides, I thought that since Xanxus has matured so much since the Ring Battles so many years ago, they could deal with one another better. But then Xanxus wrapped his arms around him and started to make bad jokes about how if anything happened, it would be my responsibility... I had to get a little serious to make him listen!
(Rikuto helped dispel the tension, too. He's so helpful like that! Yuki just made fun of me like always, however.)
I know that Xanxus is just unhappy because I'm here... From what I've heard talking to Gokudera, it sounds like he's been leading everyone in my absence and I know how he feels about the Vongola. I feel a little bit bad...
That's probably the most likely reason why he slammed the door in my face, but Kyoko! You should have seen how he looked today! He was so put together, with his shirt buttoned up and in nice shoes and everything. It was actually really attractive. Maybe it's because he doesn't dress up like that often...???
Hey, Kyoko. Gokudera gave me the advice to find someone who I trust and feel comfortable with, since I'm stuck here. Yet all the people I trust and feel comfortable with are Gokudera, Yamamoto, Dino, Hibari, and Xanxus and Squalo. They're all men, so I probably shouldn't feel attracted, right?
But, that first night, I was told that gender shouldn't really matter when it comes to sex and things like that. That doesn't sound false, and I know there are plenty of people who like other genders.
If this is something I can't avoid, is this something I should explore? I wonder...
I guess I'm thinking of this now because I'm remembering how Xanxus looked. He's always been handsome, hasn't he? (With the only thing ruining that being some parts of his personality!) Not him, but everyone else, too. This isn't a new thing. I've always known that I'm surrounded by a lot of attractive people. Gokudera and Yamamoto have been popular since middle school! It's impossible to be unaware of. I thought everyone always sort of new and didn't think anything of it, but I wonder if there's more to it...?
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Xanxus is horrible! Or at least his sense of humor certainly is. I can't believe him sometimes. Did you know what he did today?
I went to go and talk to him since he's been avoiding me ever since I got here, but he just went right back in his room and slammed the door in my face! I had to go get my younger self, since he still has the Vongola Ring, and open all my Boxes to lure him out... But then he kidnapped my cats and my younger self!
I do feel a little bad since I didn't tell my younger self who exactly we were going to see.... But if he knew it was Xanxus, he never would have agreed. It's important anyway for him to get involved in these sort of things. I mean, he already is whether he likes it or not, so it's best if he's prepared for it all. Besides, I thought that since Xanxus has matured so much since the Ring Battles so many years ago, they could deal with one another better. But then Xanxus wrapped his arms around him and started to make bad jokes about how if anything happened, it would be my responsibility... I had to get a little serious to make him listen!
(Rikuto helped dispel the tension, too. He's so helpful like that! Yuki just made fun of me like always, however.)
I know that Xanxus is just unhappy because I'm here... From what I've heard talking to Gokudera, it sounds like he's been leading everyone in my absence and I know how he feels about the Vongola. I feel a little bit bad...
That's probably the most likely reason why he slammed the door in my face, but Kyoko! You should have seen how he looked today! He was so put together, with his shirt buttoned up and in nice shoes and everything. It was actually really attractive. Maybe it's because he doesn't dress up like that often...???
Hey, Kyoko. Gokudera gave me the advice to find someone who I trust and feel comfortable with, since I'm stuck here. Yet all the people I trust and feel comfortable with are Gokudera, Yamamoto, Dino, Hibari, and Xanxus and Squalo. They're all men, so I probably shouldn't feel attracted, right?
But, that first night, I was told that gender shouldn't really matter when it comes to sex and things like that. That doesn't sound false, and I know there are plenty of people who like other genders.
If this is something I can't avoid, is this something I should explore? I wonder...
I guess I'm thinking of this now because I'm remembering how Xanxus looked. He's always been handsome, hasn't he? (With the only thing ruining that being some parts of his personality!) Not him, but everyone else, too. This isn't a new thing. I've always known that I'm surrounded by a lot of attractive people. Gokudera and Yamamoto have been popular since middle school! It's impossible to be unaware of. I thought everyone always sort of new and didn't think anything of it, but I wonder if there's more to it...?
I'll have to do a lot of thinking.
Mi manchi. Ti penso ogni giorno.
Loving you until forever,
Tsuna